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Son Goku ([personal profile] the_brightest_sun) wrote2011-04-28 10:50 pm
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005th Meatbun ☼ Voice / Drawings?

[So guess which kid woke up veeeery early in the morning due nature's call... Only to freak out about the recent experiment. Or rather than freak out, get terrified by it. Guess who gets out of Ukyo's apartment as fast and silently as possible -and for a monkey that's easy- to run away to the forest.

Later in the day, much later, in the early afternoon, after most of the village has gotten out of their "wtf" and such reactions... People flipping pages in the journals may come across an entry with someone doodling in there. They are pretty simple drawings, it's not as if Goku has his color pencils with him or whatever.

There's a girl, with long hair and a bow in the head, she holds what could be from a paint brush to a cooking tool. In fact for some it may be recognizable if they have visited a certain okonomiyaki stall. Her other hand holds the hand of a child, with messy hair and what seems like a hairband or a crown on his head, who looks very, very, happy. And he is holding the hand of a boy, who also has a hairband on his shorter hair and who has lots of interrogations above his head as if he's not sure where he is. On the girl's other side there's another man, older and taller and accompanied by a black dog. The drawing also has a happy sun and happy clouds and happy trees and everyone looks happy there.

There's a record accompanying this piece of art, but it has nothing of interest unless you like to listen to a child crying and sobbing. At any rate, the beautiful drawing is soon destroyed by lots of lines striking it almost angrily. At this point there's a voice being recorded but it sounds far, as if not talking to the journal.]

You guys are lucky... Whenever you get out of there you will have a mom and a dad... I don't have those...

I had them but it was a lie... I also had a grandad...

[Moar drawings, this time it's different though yet a bit similar, there are three "adults" but they are different from before, they are all boys, one has what one could assume is light hair and dresses like a girl and has a dot in the forehead. Another has short dark hair and seems to be smoking -or throwing smoke from his mouth- and holds what is a bottle that has "wine" scribbled on it messily because he almost ran out of space on the bottle. There's another one, with short hair and a monocle and with a kind of dragon or bird on his shoulder. The kid from before he here too, the only one unchanged and still looking happy. Everyone looks happy here.

It gets covered in strikes soon enough as well.]

I want my family back... Both of them.

[And that's all there's to see and hear. Yeah, here's one of the people who's taking this change sadly.]

[Voice]

[identity profile] lost-pig-boy.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
It doesn't have to be like this. We can still do everything we did before?

You know, Ukyo is worried.

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[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[He would be hiding even more, probably... Until he comes out under threats of what would happen if he forced Sanzo to find him himself.]

I don't want to solve anything! There wasn't anything wrong! Everyone says it was wrong and fake but I liked it. I want it back!

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I liked to learn martial arts and having fun... Helping all together and make okonomiyakis... Searching for pa- you when you got lost...

[It was fun. It felt real and nice. It made him understand why it seemed as if parents were a big deal and special. It made him want parents. Ken-niichan often called Konzen Goku's father, but it wasn't the same, was it? After all, Konzen was put in charge of Goku, he hadn't wanted him. But in that other Luceti... He had been wanted. It's something he has only noticed now, now he's back to how things were before, he's still at a wonderful place called Luceti but... What if they are also capable of taking this away from him and sending him even further back? Why does it seem that he has to lose everything he likes?]

Mam-... She is?

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[identity profile] cutefiancee.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Well sure we can! [Ukyo giggles a little and gives the kid another hug.] You can even call me Ucchan like my fiance does.

[She glances around like she's about to bestow a big secret, and in a way she is, because she lowers her voice too.]

You know, I started learning martial arts cooking from my father when I was really young. I could teach you, and then we could keep it in the family. Whaddaya say?

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[identity profile] eternallysinned.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)


That's a broad statement to make.

If you want to stay here, that's perfectly okay. I can't force you to do anything, but you need to realize that not everyone sees with the same light.

Let me know when you're ready to come out.

[Voice]

[identity profile] lost-pig-boy.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not like we're going anywhere. Ukyo and I will still be around for you to be with. I don't think Shadow is leaving either.

Yeah. I told her I would go looking for you... I have no idea where I am.

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[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[But he already realizes that, everyone is upset, he's upset too, but he's upset about it being taken, about people being upset, not about it. He didn't feel it as fake or wrong, not even now, he knows things really aren't like that but... Why can't they be like that?

Hakkai... Sounds angry, is he angry with him too? Because he wants it back? Because he left home? He doesn't want him to be angry or upset. He doesn't want anyone to be. Slowly, the kid comes down and peeks at Hakkai from behind the tree.]


I'm sorry.

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Can I really go and spend time with you? Is it fine even if we're not family anymore?

[He's looking for... Goku gasps.]

Why did you go?! Now you're lost because of me!

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[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ucchan is cute! The kid's face lights up as she speaks and when she reveals the big secret Goku beams at her.]

I want that! I want to learn from Ucchan! And help with making okonomiyaki too! I promise I won't eat it all myself, really!

[Voice]

[identity profile] lost-pig-boy.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course. I don't see why not?

Because we were worried. Don't worry about. It's nothing I'm not use to.

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[identity profile] eternallysinned.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)


We all have things to take of, and your no exception, Goku. You should probably see the people you abandoned.

[Voice]

[personal profile] ombra_lira 2011-04-30 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
...Perhaps it does not have to be a lie. [Those feelings were as real as anything else he'd felt about others.]

It is not wrong to still care, or want them to care for you.

[Voice]

[identity profile] shrouded-reaper.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
Not old enough to be your grandfather.

[His father, sure... Shadow isn't too sure what he means by it not making sense, but he figures he'd clarify somewhat anyway.]

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[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Aaah. Is there a set age to be a grandfather?

I can't have a grandfather anyway, I don't have a mama or a papa.

[He would love to, specially after tasting how it's like for ten days but...]

It was still fun, spending time with you and Interceptor and all. I liked it a lot.

[Action]

[identity profile] stringless-doll.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[He can hear the shifting, and he looks up. There's a glint of gold in the treetops, and he hesitates only long enough for the invitation before he's scrambling up the tree after his friend.

Once he's on the same branch, he pulls Goku into a desperate hug. This is real. What he remembers about Goku isn't something the Malnosso made up so they could have fun.]


...I heard you crying.

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[They were worried? He didn't want to worry anyone...]

I thought you would be angry... I didn't want to worry anyone, I'm sorry.

[He knows that, kind of, during those ten days Ryoga getting lost was kind of a constant worry but they were used to it so it didn't matter much. Still he worries.]

B-But it's not good to be lost! It's not nice and you're alone! I'll go find you!

[Or try to.]

[Voice]

[identity profile] shrouded-reaper.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
No set age, but they're a lot older than I am. [He can't help but think of Strago, which in turn brings his thoughts back to Relm... Sigh. And this kid here, he seems to be in the same place he basically left Relm in. He's not sure how to feel about that. But he's never sure how to feel.]

...He liked being around you too.

[And so did Shadow in some weird way.]

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[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[The people he... Abandoned? Did he abandon them? But... He didn't want to, it wasn't his intention... He was sure they would be angry upon waking up, he didn't want them angry with him, everyone was so upset and everything, why wouldn't they be?

He didn't want to abandon them, he didn't think it was that. When people are abandoned it hurts and it becomes very lonely, he knows it. So he never really wanted to do it, ever.]


... I'm sorry. I'll be going now.

[He doesn't know what else to say, but it doesn't really matter. Unless Hakkai has anything else to say he will probably see Goku running, back to the village, at top speed. He will go see Ukyo then, he has already kind of promised he would anyway.]

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-05-01 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
But everyone is upset because they didn't like it. Aren't they?

Is it really okay if I still want it back?

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[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-05-01 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Goku returns the hug tightly.]

It hurts. Everyone is upset and angry, but I'm just sad because it's over now... I want it back.

[Kind of, he doesn't want to not know Konzen or Ken-niichan like during those days, he wants both families, he's selfish.]

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-05-01 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
I really don't get that... Many kids here are far older than me but look the same as I do.

[Ages are confusing, but honestly he doesn't care.]

I want to do it more. I want to still spend time together and have fun... I'm sorry.

[Voice]

[personal profile] ombra_lira 2011-05-01 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, I believe it is okay. It was... nice to have a family, even for a little while. [Even if just that one glimpse of what could be considered normal hurt like hell later.] Perhaps with a little time, you will be able to rebuild what you have lost.
Edited 2011-05-01 00:41 (UTC)

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-05-01 12:15 pm (UTC)(link)
It was really nice. I want to have a family, it felt good, I was wanted and loved. I was there because they had wanted me to, not because I was brought to them and they were put in charge of me... Now it's all the same again.

[Rebuild what he has lost. Is that possible? He doesn't think so, he doesn't fully grasp even what it is that he has lost, just that it hurts a lot and he's very sad.]

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[identity profile] cutefiancee.livejournal.com 2011-05-02 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
Then it's a deal! Welcome to the family business!

Hey, sugar, you got anyone that's taking care of you?

[Voice]

[identity profile] shrouded-reaper.livejournal.com 2011-05-02 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
You do? You're sure about that?

[Shadow is definitely surprised by that. And is even more surprised in himself for not minding the idea too much.]

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