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Son Goku ([personal profile] the_brightest_sun) wrote2011-04-28 10:50 pm
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005th Meatbun ☼ Voice / Drawings?

[So guess which kid woke up veeeery early in the morning due nature's call... Only to freak out about the recent experiment. Or rather than freak out, get terrified by it. Guess who gets out of Ukyo's apartment as fast and silently as possible -and for a monkey that's easy- to run away to the forest.

Later in the day, much later, in the early afternoon, after most of the village has gotten out of their "wtf" and such reactions... People flipping pages in the journals may come across an entry with someone doodling in there. They are pretty simple drawings, it's not as if Goku has his color pencils with him or whatever.

There's a girl, with long hair and a bow in the head, she holds what could be from a paint brush to a cooking tool. In fact for some it may be recognizable if they have visited a certain okonomiyaki stall. Her other hand holds the hand of a child, with messy hair and what seems like a hairband or a crown on his head, who looks very, very, happy. And he is holding the hand of a boy, who also has a hairband on his shorter hair and who has lots of interrogations above his head as if he's not sure where he is. On the girl's other side there's another man, older and taller and accompanied by a black dog. The drawing also has a happy sun and happy clouds and happy trees and everyone looks happy there.

There's a record accompanying this piece of art, but it has nothing of interest unless you like to listen to a child crying and sobbing. At any rate, the beautiful drawing is soon destroyed by lots of lines striking it almost angrily. At this point there's a voice being recorded but it sounds far, as if not talking to the journal.]

You guys are lucky... Whenever you get out of there you will have a mom and a dad... I don't have those...

I had them but it was a lie... I also had a grandad...

[Moar drawings, this time it's different though yet a bit similar, there are three "adults" but they are different from before, they are all boys, one has what one could assume is light hair and dresses like a girl and has a dot in the forehead. Another has short dark hair and seems to be smoking -or throwing smoke from his mouth- and holds what is a bottle that has "wine" scribbled on it messily because he almost ran out of space on the bottle. There's another one, with short hair and a monocle and with a kind of dragon or bird on his shoulder. The kid from before he here too, the only one unchanged and still looking happy. Everyone looks happy here.

It gets covered in strikes soon enough as well.]

I want my family back... Both of them.

[And that's all there's to see and hear. Yeah, here's one of the people who's taking this change sadly.]

[Voice]

[personal profile] ombra_lira 2011-05-01 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, I believe it is okay. It was... nice to have a family, even for a little while. [Even if just that one glimpse of what could be considered normal hurt like hell later.] Perhaps with a little time, you will be able to rebuild what you have lost.
Edited 2011-05-01 00:41 (UTC)

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-05-01 12:15 pm (UTC)(link)
It was really nice. I want to have a family, it felt good, I was wanted and loved. I was there because they had wanted me to, not because I was brought to them and they were put in charge of me... Now it's all the same again.

[Rebuild what he has lost. Is that possible? He doesn't think so, he doesn't fully grasp even what it is that he has lost, just that it hurts a lot and he's very sad.]

[Voice]

[personal profile] ombra_lira 2011-05-03 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
It does not have to stay the same if you do not want it to.

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-05-03 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[That doesn't make any sense, Sheik. He has never liked this, even if he could forget about it and just life the moment, sometimes even he got to think... Specially since coming here and hearing about parents and such. Those were things he couldn't entirely understand but they sounded nice at least.]

But I can't change it, it's how things are. What could I do to make it not be the same?

[Voice]

[personal profile] ombra_lira 2011-05-03 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Simply because someone is not related to you by blood, does not mean they cannot become your family. I know it is possible as I have done so myself. But it takes time, and patience to make those relationships with others possible.

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
How much time?

[It's not fair, others have families right from the start but he hadn't. He hadn't thought he needed one but now he knows he wants one. And anyway, it still won't change the fact that he is there by chance and not because someone wanted him to.]

[Voice]

[personal profile] ombra_lira 2011-05-06 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I cannot say. Not all people are alike. [But Goku is very likeable, so Sheik doesn't think it would take the kid much time at all.]

[Voice]

[identity profile] justonename.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't like waiting.

[It's boring and he doesn't like it, period. At least the kid is honest with that.]